Everything that counts

Lately, I feel like my mind is somewhere else, that’s why I can say that I’m physically present but mentally absent. My mind is very busy thinking about everything, about things that I want to do but apparently I don’t know how I start it. I’m just getting bored. Aside that I’m doing this Dutch course, then the rest it’s all boring. I’m searching already for part-time job but so far I didn’t see anything yet. Well, last time I applied but they reject me for the reason that they prefer someone that can speak and understand Dutch. Well, living in this foreign country is not easy as I thought before especially in their language.